My life.... one paw at a time.

My life.... one paw at a time.

Thursday, February 20, 2014

My precious Hailey

Several years ago we wrote about Hailey's hospital visit and the recurrence of her illness.  Last Thursday, she fell ill again and has been deteriorating quickly. With the loss of her lower body muscles, continued fever, and significant decrease in appetite, it's quite obvious that overall she is far from being her happy, jovial self. It feels like I'm in a horrible nightmare and can't wake up.  You know.... the nightmare you're having that you're falling, but you suddenly wake up?  I've been dreading the final decision to let her to go to the Rainbow Bridge.

The vet is in agreement with me, as she has not improved, but seriously worsened since Sunday. I know the vet already foresaw this coming, but knew I needed to mentally grasp the decision on my own. I cannot  stop crying. My heart is heavily dispirited. Aching. Breaking. Shattering into a zillion teeny pieces. In my heart of hearts,  I know I need to be very unselfish and allow my baby to run free without any pain. I've prayed and prayed. I have asked God to please put my heart at ease, as I know this is what is best for my precious Hailey.  It breaks my heart to see her this way, but as some of us have faced before, we know when we arrive at this moment in time and we begin to question oneself with "is she better off going to the Rainbow Bridge?" Then we know what the decision is.

I will hold my precious baby girl in my arms. Comfort her. Tell her how very blessed I am to have been rescued by her. Thank her for all the unconditional love, hugs and kisses that she has always shown me. She was there for me both times I received my diagnoses. This will be a furever pain in my heart.  I am not looking forward to later this morning when we take the final ride together and I wish her lots of love as she approaches the Rainbow Bridge.

Please everone, let's all put our paws together and send many pawyer's  for Hailey to have a quick, happy and sunny bright welcome as she begins her journey over the Rainbow Bridge, later today.  

Just having to put all this into perspective, I know it's the best decision for her, although not for me.  Thank you each and every pedi and furbaby who befriended us through the blogging years. You have no idea how thankful I am knowing you will all be here with unconditional love and support.

With much love, hugs & smoochies! 
XOXOXO
Hailey's  mom

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Take me to your master

Lollie sleeping.  She is always so funny when she sleeps.   Her legs stick up in the air and she looks like she is in a scary movie telling someone to take her to their leader.  

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Another new puppy to our family!!!!!!!!


An Easter bunny added to the basket!!!!     A new puppy to our pack!!!!!   My little nephew Mr. Eddie V has a new baby brudder and he is bigger than Eddie!!!!!!!!!!

I am so happy to announce that my ped sister had a puppy baby Friday, March 29, 2013!!!
His name is Brayden!!!!  He was 6lbs, 19 1/4" long (whew that's a big pupper!!!).  Mommy says he's a tiny bitty baby but I fail to agree with her.  I haven't gone to meet him but Mr. Eddie texted me all these purtiful pictures!  Mom was lucky because she was there when he was being born!!!




BTW!!!!  My mommy made Brayden's puppy baby blanket!



With much love, hugs & smoochies! XOXOXO
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